Saturday, July 12, 2008

Watching The Train Go By...

If I've said this before, well then, I'll say it again... and if I have to, again and again. WAITING is the worst feeling in the world. It does not only stir anxiety, but more than that, it agonizes you in such a slow pace that it is as if it is killing you piece by piece. And it's ironic how a friend told me the other day that I might get rewarded for my patience (for different reasons of course), because I just do not feel the least bit of calm and collectivity these days. And yes, I am apprehensive with my current standing. And I guess I worry to the point that I'm not really functioning so well anymore. I've even become quite passive-aggressive lately. The rest of the world is on a fast-speeding train, and I am standing on the sidelines.


And since today has been yet another one for more passive-aggressiveness, I found the perfect song to contribute to my melancholic feeling -Tonight by Lykke Li. I think I have a serious "girl crush" on her now.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey Hunny aka Queen of the land called passive-aggresiva! haha. just kidding. I mean, sayo rin naman yan nanggaling. hehe

anywho, i haven't listened to the song. hehe. tinatamad ako eh. sorry! *toinksht! but i've read your entry. hmm... how will i react? hehe. i guess, ganoon talaga yun hun, nagmamature ka na into becoming a...MOM! haha. MOM's are passive-aggressive by nature! and your nature's becoming into one so i guess you're changing into one, a mom! haha.

joke lang. ganoon kasi ang nanay ko. passive-aggressive! kapag wala sa mood. hehe.

yun lang... just giving you a dose of annoyance, malay mo yun lang kailangan mo! hehe...

xoxo
emilio

Jasmine said...

hahahaha.. i'm always amused when you attempt to annoy me mil. sometimes it just ends up with me annoying you though! wahahaha. how fun!