Hold On To Your Horses!

I think I'm taking this MOVING FORWARD thing to a whole new level, but believe me when I say that I seriously need this. This may seem like a spur-of-the-moment thing, and in a lot of ways, it is. But to be honest, this has really been in the works for YEARS now. And now, windows are opening up and I'm just taking opportunities while they're still available.

And contrary to what other people may think, I'm really just doing this for the simplest reasons and perhaps, the most selfish. SOUL-SEARCHING may seem like too much of a cliche, but I can't really think of any other term that's more perfect right now. Who knows, in a span of a few weeks, I might grow up more than I ever would in a span of years and years of being "stuck."

It's even funny how I was talking to a friend the other day, and he just out of the blue told me that he seemed to notice something "different" about me. He said I seemed "happier." I don't know what exactly it was that made him notice, but I guess I sort of am. I can't exactly explain it though... but things just seem to excite me more and more everyday.

It feels good to finally have promises come to life! And I'm just so blessed to have such loving and generous people around me. (And I feel like my older brother, Jay Jay, is like my FAIRY GOD FATHER of some sorts. haha! I love you very, very much Jay!) Anyway... Hold on to your horses world, here I come!

P.S. I refuse to explain myself nor give specific details about this post. Hahahahahahaha. It's just that, I've been keeping this a SECRET for a while now. Bagag nawung!